Sleepyhead

Day two of detox was uneventful, even thought i sampled the cheese and tofu bbq while hunting for lunch at whole foods i did pretty well, went to be hungry but i was too tired to care. Day 3 has been the worst, maybe because i had to be up at 6am to bomb the hell out of my house before having to be at work at 7:30, besides my lunch break i don't get off until 7:30. What ridiculous hours, and to think of how much i made waiting tables to what i make now, i might just cry. I might just want to cry out of hunger. I am just getting sick of eating fruits and veggies. They are yummy, but i want a black bean burger and some freakin' taco's! Tomorrow is banana and milk day. Never did i think i would be so excited about either but it's a change for the palate and i'm planning a smoothie and baking some apples, maybe i bake then with lots of cinnamon and then dip it in yogurt. Let's just say this detox is not for amateurs and unlucky for me i am use to starving myself. I guess what spawned this, besides the obvious weight gain, is getting ready for this year. Lots of trips this fall and i don't have the money to buy a new wardrobe. I also don't want to be the "fat chick" in all the pictures. I am also turning 30 in less than 6 months and i refuse to hate my body at that age. I need to kick it into gear, get healthy, get active and yes, get the gorgeous toned legs i have always wanted! Ok back to my kale and olives and then to the depths of my hell. Oh Lunesta, you have no idea how much i am looking forward to attacking you tonight!